“Wow you’re so mature for your age”
Thanks, it was the trauma
(via paintedsunglow)
(via fjknb)
I’m matter but I don’t matter
Sleeping = nightmare playlist on shuffle
Saw my friend again. It wasn’t the same. I’m not the same.
Another birthday I wish I was never born.
My circle is as small as my two hands. One being the people I’ve been with, the other being friends and family. Everyone thinks I must have friends, if I’m so outgoing and shit. The sad thing is that I want to. I want to have friends I can rely on and trust. Every day, it weighs on me knowing that nobody considers me one of their good friends. And that if I needed somebody, I have nobody who will even care to know what’s going on. It’s hurtful cause shitty people are better at maintaining relationships with people - but not me. I think I’m cool and kinda fun to have around… all I want is a friend who’d do mundane things with me.
